Let Me Break

Done performing okay when I'm not even close Been the strong one so long I forgot what I want most They hand me "stay positive" like it patches the cracks Like a smile over fractures is how healing works — nah I've been holding the weight with a straight face on Nodding through conversations already long gone Not because I'm fine — because nobody asked twice And I got used to paying that price I'm breaking and I need you to see it Not looking for a fix — just someone to believe it Tired of chasing light at the end of everything Tonight I just wanna feel what I'm feeling Don't wanna be strong tonight Don't want the brave face, don't want the fight Just let me fall, let me feel it all Let me be broken — that's my right Don't want your comfort, don't want the light Just let me sit in this for one night I'm tired of fine, I'm tired of proud Let me be broken — let me be loud Been running so hard I don't know what I'm from Every finish line just leads to another one They say hold on — I'm asking hold on to what When everything I built keeps coming undone I'm angry and sad and I need the release Not looking dramatic — just looking for peace Done being the fighter they put on a pedestal Done being unbreakable — that was never me at all I'm breaking and I need you to see it Not looking for a fix — just someone to believe it Tired of chasing light at the end of everything Tonight I just wanna feel what I'm feeling Don't wanna be strong tonight Don't want the brave face, don't want the fight Just let me fall, let me feel it all Let me be broken — that's my right Don't want your comfort, don't want the light Just let me sit in this for one night I'm tired of fine, I'm tired of proud Let me be broken — let me be loud No more masks, no more holding the flame down No more swallowing screams just to keep the peace around This is mine — the mess, the hurt, the unraveling And I'm not apologising for any of it Don't wanna be strong tonight Don't want the brave face, don't want the fight Just let me fall, let me feel it all Let me be broken — that's my right Don't want your comfort, don't want the light Just let me sit in this for one night I'm tired of fine, I'm tired of proud Let me be broken — let me be loud Done with the show Done with the mask Just let me feel it Just let me break That's all That's enough