What I never said

I remember the last time I saw your eyes I was in a hurry, said a quick goodbye If I'd known that was it, I'd have stayed a while I'd have memorized your voice, I'd have held your smile Now I'm standing in the place where you used to be Talking to the air like you can still hear me Wishing I could take back every wasted day All the things I meant to say I was always gonna call you tomorrow Always gonna tell you, always gonna show you But tomorrow never came the way I planned And now I'm here without you Trying to understand I never got to tell you what you meant to me Never got the chance to be who I should be For you — and I'm living with that now Every single day, I'm living with that now I hurt you with my silence, with my pride With every time I pushed my feelings aside And I'd give everything just to say the words The ones you deserved, the ones you deserved Some nights I hear a song and fall apart Cause it takes me back to you, straight to my heart I find old photos and I lose my breath There's a love I never showed you — now I'm left With the guilt of all the moments I let pass With the truth that nothing good is built to last I should have loved you louder while I could I should have been there like I knew I should I never got to tell you what you meant to me Never got the chance to be who I should be For you — and I'm living with that now Every single day, I'm living with that now I hurt you with my silence, with my pride With every time I pushed my feelings aside And I'd give everything just to say the words The ones you deserved, the ones you deserved You know... I used to think there would always be more time. One more holiday. One more phone call. One more chance to say it right. I kept waiting for the perfect moment. And then one day there was no moment left. Just silence where you used to be. And all the words I saved up for later — they have nowhere to go now. So I'm saying them here. Even if you can't hear me. I love you. I'm sorry. You were everything. And I was too busy being everything else to show you that. If I had one more day Just one more day with you I wouldn't waste a single second The way I always used to I'd say I love you I'd say I'm sorry I'd say you were everything And I was too blind to see it Too blind to see it Until it was too late Until it was too late I never got to tell you what you meant to me Never got the chance to be who I should be For you — and I'm living with that now Every single day, I'm living with that now I hurt you with my silence, with my pride With every time I pushed my feelings aside And I'd give everything just to say the words The ones you deserved You deserved so much more than me I love you I'm sorry I should have said it Every day I love you I'm sorry Too late Too late