Saw You With Him

Nah I don't miss you — I'm just mad Saw you with him, yeah I saw you, don't lie Walked right past me like you didn't catch my eye That's the same dude you said was just a friend So everything you told me was just pretend I put real money, real time, real love on the table You took all of it and ran soon as you were able While I'm working doubles tryna hold us down You out here smiling with this clown around town I trusted you — that's what makes me sick Not the leaving — it's the way you did it Straight to his arms like I wasn't even real That's not heartbreak — that's betrayal, that's what I feel Nah I don't miss you — I'm just mad Mad at myself for every chance I had To see what you were — I just looked away Now you're with him and I got nothing to say Nothing to say — but I got everything to feel Burning inside 'cause I know this was real You played me clean and I fell for it hard Now I'm sitting here with nothing but scars Laughing with him like our years meant nothing Like everything we built was just bluffing I see your posts — nah I shouldn't be looking But there you are with him, and there goes everything You gonna tell me I wasn't enough — say it Instead you just left and let him take it Didn't even get the respect of a real conversation Just woke up one day to a whole different situation I'm not even crying — I'm past that now I'm just angry at every promise and every vow At every night I chose to stay and not run Turns out I was the only one Nah I don't miss you — I'm just mad Mad at myself for every chance I had To see what you were — I just looked away Now you're with him and I got nothing to say Nothing to say — but I got everything to feel Burning inside 'cause I know this was real You played me clean and I fell for it hard Now I'm sitting here with nothing but scars Don't want you back — let me be clear Don't want apologies, don't wanna hear Nothing from you — you said enough By saying nothing when it mattered — that's enough Hope he's everything you said I wasn't Hope it works out like you planned it And when it doesn't — don't call this number I changed it Every night now I'm sitting with this rage Can't even write it out on the page Not sad anymore — nah that part's gone What's left is just anger pushing me on I gave you real — you gave me a game I'll never say your name the same You took the trust I don't give to nobody And handed it to him like it was nothing — that's the body Nah I don't miss you — I'm just mad Mad at myself for every chance I had To see what you were — I just looked away Now you're with him — I got nothing to say Nothing to say — we're done — it's done You made your move — now I'm on to the next one You played me clean and I fell for it hard Never again — I learned my scar Changed the number Deleted everything Done We're done Next